Monday, September 2, 2013

untuk fernando


This morning,bangun tido dengan seribu sesalan,I dreamed of tis jantan lagi.Damn it...Then when I looked at Adam's handsome face rasa tak sampai hati nak tinggalkan my son but I know he's don't mind...

Well,I harap dia juga tak bahagia macam I,even punya la that jantan tak abis advertised in the pasebook&intageram betapa bahagianya diri ku nak kawin.Yes,I was mean and I can't help it.By the way I tahu dia tak happy.I can feel it...He had a lot of shame and guilt too.Just like me,dia juga harus bertanggung jawab diatas kesilapan lalu.I tahu,dia juga selalu terkenang kan I.Ada rindu dan benci yang tak berkesudahan,we choose it...

I terus berdoa,agar Tuhan hapuskan ingatan dan pandang I terhadap dia atau kembalikan saja dia pada I semula...I had enough of jantan actually.I hate Bang Hj,I hate Ash (sangat benci) and I hate Fernando too...but love is everywhere and I deserve to be happy...

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